Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
While
Crowley wrote extensively about the Outer Order grades, much less was written
about those of the Inner Order. There are a number of reasons for this, one may
simply be that he lacked material to fill out these grades. This is the cynical
explanation, and while there may be some truth to it, I don’t think it is as
simple as all that.
To
elaborate, let us consider what it means to enter the Inner Order. The Adept
has, by definition, obtained the experience called the Knowledge and
Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel (K&C of the HGA). This means that
she has received her marching orders, and all further directions is not from
her supervisor in the Order, but from the Angel itself. Since the K&C is
entirely an individual matter, it becomes impossible to write authoritatively
on what might constitute the tasks of the grades except in the most general
terms. It then becomes the responsibility of the Adept in question to
understand how her given tasks in fit onto her current grade work and implement
them to the best of her ability in accordance with her own understanding.
Ideally this would be done in collaboration with the supervisor, who’s job now
is more one of observation and confirmation rather than testing by a set
curriculum, but as often as not is an entirely private affair. Success or
failure are thus matters kept between the Adeptus and her Angel, “under the
shadow of the wings”, as it were.
With
this in mind, the Adeptus Major can be generally defined as one who, having
received their orders in Tiphareth, is thrown back into the thick of life to
fulfil any and all requirements set forth by the Holy Guardian Angel. In my
case, these tasks were first defined quite clearly. There validity was
confirmed by the apparent ease of initiating the required steps. You might say
that the Adeptus Major states her will, and then proves it by walking the walk.
A false move will result in the Adeptus getting stuck until the course is
corrected.
Technically
speaking, there are three main tasks for the Adeptus Major grade. These are as
follows:
·
Acquisition of the Siddhis.
·
Control of the Gunas.
·
Self-reliance.
The
three paths to be followed are:
·
Kaph: The evocation of the mighty ones
(10)
·
Yod: the absorption of the emanations (9),
Liber DCCCXXXI
·
Teth: The protection of the Sphere (11),
Liber O
It
falls to each Adeptus Major to understand the grades in his or her own way,
since language is mutable in its nuance and import, so I can’t make any claims
to orthodoxy. This missive can therefore be taken as indicative of my approach,
which may or may not be useful for others. To that end, while sticking with the
general program, I have interpreted the paths in my own way, based on my own
understanding of the paths and tasks of the grade. To do this I try to avoid
jargon except to indicate where my ideas are drawn from. For this grade then,
my keywords are as follows:
Equanimity
(Kaph, The Wheel of Fortune)
The
traditional image of this atu is the wheel of fortune, spun by an invisible
hand. At its apex sits the sphinx, whilst the crocodile (Sebek) and ape (Babu)
revolve on the circumference of the wheel. in direct terms, the task is initially to
identify with the sphinx rather than the two animal faced gods, to find the
centre around which the three gunas (Tamas, Rajas, Sattva) revolve. In the end though, we must bypass even the Sattvic quality of the Sphinx, which however clear, is still only a guna, it arises and passes away just as Rajas and Tamas, but must first be brought into balance. This achieved, the initiate passes beyond the cycles of being, consciousness and bliss inherent in the gunas.
For
reference, Tamas is interpreted as ‘thick darkness’, lethargy, heaviness,
dullness. Ignorance in the Buddhist sense. Rajas is energy, fiery, positive,
forceful. Sattva is clarity, light, transcendence. They are equated with the
Salt, Sulphur and Mercury of the alchemical model.
An
important point. Both Sebek and Babu are humanoid, with animal faces. That is
to say, their animal aspect is foremost, the ravenous Sebek, the wily and
equally ravenous Babu. In modern Egyptology, both are regarded as devourers of
the dead (make of that what you will). By contrast, the Sphinx is a human faced
animal, representing the dominance of the reasoning faculty over the animal.
Traditionally speaking, Sphinxes were a sort of inscrutable force themselves,
waylaying travelers whom they would devour if they could not answer the riddle:
“What goes on four legs in the morning, two at midday, and three in the
evening?” It can do no harm to give the answer here, “A man”. It is my sense
that understanding that this is man’s lot and acquiescing wholeheartedly with
the conditions of our lives from cradle to grave, accepting our existence as
the flowering of the universal consciousness, rather than behaving as if we
were the victim of a cruel joke, is the real key to the riddle, the fruit of
which is equanimity.
Thus, sattvic awareness is brought into harmony with the other two gunas, and a clear awareness both of the samsaric state, and that which is beyond, yet inherent in samsara itself. Samsara is Nirvana, Nirvana is Samsara.
Self-reliance
(Yod, The Hermit)
This
path can be understood in a variety of ways. Pertinent to the Adeptus Major
grade is the idea of a self-reliant being, directed by the inner light of the
Holy Guardian Angel which is our ‘face before we are born’, (called in the
Abramelin the ‘Bornless one’, i.e. the one beyond transitory things, who is in
a sense zero, being Bornless. This idea resonates with my comments on the path
of Kaph, being the Sphinx rather than a mere hungry animal strapped to the
wheel of karma as a victim. The Sphinx remember is mercurial, Sattvic, master
of the elements rather than their victim, a magician.
A
key part of the Adeptus Major grade is that the holder shall convey the orders
of her superior in the Order. In terms of the A\A\ as an initiatory Order, this means ensuring
that those below her maintain the discipline expected of initiates, and that
the system functions as a teaching body. It also includes ensuring that rules around
inception of new candidates as well as the advancement of the brethren are
upheld, and the teachings of the presiding Adept, usually the Preamonstrator,
are duly conveyed and implemented. However this really only comes in to play if
the Adeptus Major is assigned the role of Imperator, which may not be the case.
On
the inner planes, in a way applicable to all who hold this grade, it is much
simpler. The ‘Superior’, is the Angel, the Bornless face of the initiate
herself, whose orders, which she received at the Knowledge and Conversation,
must be conveyed to the lower spheres. The Adept thus serves as a conduit from Atziluthic
to Assiah, herself operating theoretically in Briah, the archetypical plane,
communicating via yetziratic forms, words, images, concepts understandable to
those in the Outer College, and to the corresponding parts of her own being.
In
the ordinary sense, this means that the Adeptus Major is to live her own truth,
to be herself in all things, which is not the same as simply asserting herself
unduly. This is, interestingly, the real meaning of humility, to be oneself,
without ornament or elaboration, just as one is. Thus, as the hermit, the
Adeptus Major should aspire to simplicity and humility, ruthlessly casting off
all artifice and artificiality, seeking
to do her Will, and nothing else.
Grace
(Teth, Strength/Lust)
This
is the third task of the Adeptus Major, and the one which, when complete, leads
naturally to the next grade of Adeptus Exemptus. My personal feeling is that
Crowley’s interpretation of this path as ‘Lust’, while technically fine when
properly understood, is too easily misunderstood, and omits an important lesson
of this path, that of grace. It gives the impression of fiery and passionate
activity, when in face Babalon riding the beast is ‘drunk on the blood of the
saints’, therefore not in strict control, holding the reins lightly.
The
traditional image of the Atu is a maiden gently but firmly holding open the
mouth of a lion. She does this not by force, but by grace. This reflects the
adage of the desert fathers, echoed in the Tao te Ching, that wild animals will
not hurt somebody who is ‘pure of heart’, or in harmony with the Tao. This is
identical with the idea in Thelema that the person who is doing their True Will
has the inertia of the universe to assist them, which is the Thelemic interpretation
of purity of heart. “Pure Will, unassuaged of purpose, delivered from the
lust of result, is in every way perfect” Liber al I:44.
As
before, we can see that this path represents a development on the ideas
presented in the previous two. They can be seen as three strands of a rope
which requires all three in order to be complete. The Adeptus Major must this, practice
equanimity by accepting the conditions or existence as they are, must be self-reliant
and one-pointed, following her True Will wherever it may lead without
distraction, and third, must exercise grace in her dealings with the world and
her path, not forcing things, but following the path as it unfolds without
regret or fear. This is of course easier said than done!
To
me, this grade above all others encountered so far, indicates a real change in
the direction of the Adept. As an Outer Order magician, there is a sense that
the initiate is wearing different hats at different times, learning a
curriculum, practicing various skills as a student at a university might, but
there is a sense of going through the motions, it is a course that you take,
like a university course which you will eventually graduate. The adeptus Minor
becomes a sort of Mystic by dint of the Dhyana known to us as the K&C of
the HGA, a sense of certainty will ensue, doors will open and close, the path
starts to open up, but this is very much the honeymoon period.
An
Adeptus Major on the other hand has to has to strive at all times to live as a ‘man
of the way’ in its real sense. His school is that of ‘hard knocks’, and the freedom
obtained as a denizen of the city of the sun, soon shows itself to be a one-way
ticket along the self-willed path that he will follow to its end, either
joyfully or kicking and screaming, depending on how well she learns and applies
the lessons of this grade. This really isn’t school any more, the Inner College
grades are played out in the life of the Adept, and the rewards and punishments,
the ordeals, are mandatory and real.
This
is in some ways the most severe grade yet, suitably enough residing as it does
midway up the pillar of severity. It brooks no argument, takes no prisoners,
has no mercy on the adept should a moment of weakness arise. By accepting the grade,
she must also bear its curse, to do her True Will and nothing else with
equanimity, self-reliance, and grace. If one would be a saint, not one drop can
be held back from the cup, you must give your all, or not at all.
Love
is the law, love under will.
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